Category: HEARTBREAK
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Numbness
By the time I learned you were unfaithful, I died inside from the damage done. I wasn’t even mad or disdainful. My mind was frozen, my body numb. It was either a cruel, vindictive joke, or painful reality to live with. My response to the trauma was to cope and to blame myself for all…
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Mirage
unified by the universe what I thought was a partner turned out to be a specter an unresponsive desert turned out a hoax a wandering ghost figment of my imagination reminder of self-preservation model of what not to become your deception is done
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Conditional
Connected by blood, conditional love. You threw my value away, unless you could gain. Wishing you the best success, was reciprocated only if you benefit. I only hoped to make you proud. I’m invisible, no matter how loud. I used to care what you thought of me, but you actually think naught of me. If…
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Nobody
Pushed and shoved me, choked me out. Devoured me with vulgar doubt. If you were the only match to donate, you would not even look my way This is why I don’t care less if I never see you again. Plenty love and care for me. Know that you are nobody to me.
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One-sided Love
Instead of love reciprocated, your heart was carelessly operated. For many years you overlooked the heinous pages of your book. Clutched tightly onto every word, excuses covered cruel behavior. Danger, duplicity, infidelity, stayed by their side, loyally. Disregarded many warning signs until life flashed before your eyes. You tried your best to sustain, but in…
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Estranged
Would you recognize and acknowledge me? Would I be disappointing if you saw me today? Or, would you just walk away? Friends on social media, everyday strangers. Meaningless sharing, no sensing or caring. A world without listening, lost in social distancing. Would you appreciate me? At the same time, berate me? Unrecognized abuse the way…
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Reconnect
next to you is distance disconnected existence lonely in your presence haunted by your absence daunted and listless fight through resistance find a way through it breathe life into emptiness bring love to the surface fortify purpose uncrushable spirits endless connectedness
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Heartbroken Sonnet
The floor stripped beneath you, your world at a halt. No one understands you, but it’s not your fault You’re frozen in place, caught in a whirlwind. Your will to live slips away, you lose your passion. One foot, then the other, adapt to the change. Keep pushing onward, until you reach a safe place.…
